Thinking Positive

1 Oct

Another crappy day today. I just feel like I’m trapped in a deep hole where there’s no way out. Eveytime I feel like this, I can’t help but dream about throwing in the towel and quit. Then I realized, this wouldn’t help the situation get any better. Quiting and running away would only make things worst. So I keep telling myself to be strong and have hope. Hope will always be there even though we feel that the road is blocked and empty. As a source of consolation I think about all the people and things that make me feel happy to be alive and breathing in this world despite its cruelty. I think about how lucky I am to have a loving husband who continuously loves me despite my insecurities and imperfections and how lucky I am to have a son who’s sooo adorable and sweet. They are my strength and the reason why I won’t ever consider giving up.