I just finished filling-up Vaughn’s album with the pictures we developed last Saturday and it dawned on me again how time flies so fast. This picture was my absolute favorite among others when ♥ Vaughn ♥ was only 4 months old. He looked so cute and innocent in this picture that I would feel emotional each time I laid my eyes on it. I totally love kids but having your own is absolutely different. You’d feel an intense love for your child which I never really thought possible until ♥ Vaughn ♥ was born. I realize some of my friends feel that having kids and getting married is difficult. But I feel that, although motherhood is a gift, it comes naturally when you’re already in the position to care for your family. Before giving birth to ♥ Vaughn ♥, I didn’t really know what my purpose was or drive in life. Sure, I had ambition but for some awkward reason, I felt like I was going nowhere. I thought having a great job and working hard was enough to make you happy. It did, but the happiness I felt was fleeting. During my pregnancy, I was scared like everyone else. I probably asked a hundred questions in my mind. Was I ready? Will I be a good mother? Can I provide the best for my son? However, despite the uncertain future that lay ahead I was determined to do my absolute best. When Vaughn was finally born, I felt indescribable happiness. He had my hair and nose but most of his features came from his father. Finally, I just knew he is and will always be my purpose in life.



November 30th, 2009
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